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Making time for yourself is not always easy to do, but it is necessary. We all need breaks from the mundane in order to reboot. Granted, some of us need a good beating, and some of us can also enjoy sitting down and doing a good craft or two.

Lately, I have been delving into the world of jewelry making. One of my new found passions is the Steampunk genre. So I have been checking out some of the Steampunk crafting books as well as Instructables. You can even find some pretty cool videos on you tube. My first project is a bracer. I shall post pictures once I get things started on that.

The other project line that I have been working on is my slave/submissive jewelry.

This first piece is a representation of a collar that can be worn at work. Silver with blue crystals and a silver metal collar hanging from the main piece. I make these custom for $35.00

Beauty with meaning

 

The other project that I am working upon is slave rosaries. As soon as I finish one, I will post a picture of it. But it is exactly as I state, it is a rosary in which a slave or submissive meditates upon the rules, mantras, or anything else in which the Dominant wishes for the slave or submissive to focus upon. This is for non religious purposes.

I am excited to share my crafts with those who follow my blog. Happy Crafting.

The week before school starts is always hard as is recovering from the holidays. My mind is focused upon my D/s and family schedules, bills, activities, Submission in Motion, and now school. This is my third term and I am taking four classes this time. Another anthropology class, Intermediate Algebra ( Math is not my strong point. ), a Computer Applications class, and a Photoshop class.  I am looking forward to them, but I am also stressed as home life, not even with my husband or my Master is complicated.

Today I have been rather fatigued. I am sure I am fighting the attempts to getting a cold. I took a bath this morn then went on with my day and was completely exhausted by 1.

At 3:20 my roommate checked the mail and I received a letter from my step dad and his wife with a printed copy of an email from my cousin’s husband who is an Oregon State Trooper and he had looked up my son’s information and found him in Riverside Ca. A phone number was provided. I sat in the recliner and shook. Fear, excitement, shock, disbelief.. are just some of the beginning emotions that I am feeling. I got myself well enough under control emotionally that I was able to call the number on the email. The number went to a “Children’s Therapeutic Community”  which evidently manages foster homes that help children with disturbed pasts. Seeing that alone was hard.. as this means that he was put into a foster home…. I talked to the lady there who then referred me to another lady who from my understanding was his case manager. When I called, she was a parole officer. My mind is running rampant and I am being questioned as to who I am.. how many ways can a person say, I am his mother.. But, I do understand that I have never been mentioned before, and how would she know who I am. I answer a few of her questions and then get told that she needs to find out what she is able to tell me and do as far as letting me talk to him. So now I am again at the whims of someone else who has control of whether or not I can talk with my son. But, at least there is a chance. So I wait for the return phone call.

Describe what you feel by using your sense of smell.Be specific.

Acrid like vomit after a long night of drinking, spilled food burning upon the burner, and burnt brownie oil….

So what is it that I feel? My tongue is swollen and painful as I recently got it pierced, and it’s hard to eat and there is a constant metallic taste in my mouth.  This is the most powerful feeling that I have simply because it keeps me from using my mouth in all ways. But, it will heal, and then I shall have lots of fun with it. :)

 

I didn’t want to bore people with the details between when I began to now, so I shant.

Now, we live in a 3 bedroom two bath home in the capitol of Oregon. Our home consists of our girl and her three kids, ages 12, 5, and 4 and our roommates who are also into the lifestyle which I will call Papa L, T, and S another poly relationship. I have my Master D, and then my awesome Daddy. Our relationship with our girl is purely service oriented, and then the three children are like our own. Confused yet? I am the Alpha slave of the home meaning that I manage the other girls when it comes to duties of the home, and of course the children.  And Dom’s think they have it tough.. sheesh.  We also have five dogs, seven cats, two ferrets, and two horses. Luckily not all of them are in the house, and no the horses are not in our backyard.

Is your head spinning yet? So how does this work?

Well here is how things go. I have a chore list, and a meal list for everyone, including the kids to follow. There are certain things that I know I can ask the two girls which are not Daddy’s to do around the house, and everything else I go through Papa L. I keep on top of our girl and assist her with things that Daddy expects which is usually following his rules and her behavior. I too have my rules from Daddy, and then there are other rules in which I have from my Master to follow. My Daddy and Master communicate through me, as well as to each other in order to keep things running smoothly. So see, having two Dominants can work.

As far as the bills, we split them up by how many adults are in the house, and same goes for food costs. I am in control of the bills that are in our name, and then they are in control of bills that are in their name.

Mainly our girl and I serve Daddy, but now and again, the two others also serve Daddy, just as we also serve Papa L.

So that is how things work in our home.

In 2009 when I began getting involved in the local kink community, I realized that there was nothing really out there which was geared towards educating people on different types of S&M play, as well as touching upon those personal subjects that people need to know they are not alone on. Sure there are the munches, but that was more of a social show and tell, and in most cases, a meat market. A new group did pop up, but it still didn’t cover the things that most newer people were interested in. So, with the help of a newcomer from Colorado, Submission in Motion was created.

I held gatherings at our home where I invited experienced people to come in and discuss or demonstrate different areas of the kinky world such as knife play, breath play, fire play, as well as different types of service like grooming, clothing care, boot blacking, and those sensitive areas like how to deal with the green eyed monster which pops up in different situations, how to deal with past and present abuse and the outcomes such as PTSD and how to work with the triggers in a D/s relationship.

With help from my husband after my partner decided to back out it ran strong for 8 months before finances forced us to move. Due to the location out in the country, we were unable to have our gatherings, but then when we moved back into town, we started them up again and in fact made Submission in Motion into a non-profit organization with the mission to educate and support the community in the areas of sensuality, sexuality, and service. In October of 2011, we celebrated our 1 year anniversary and are excited to see where we will go from here. You can check out our website at www.nwsim.org